High school? love or hate?

so i have not blogged in a long time like three months? i think longer than that.

well i know no one really reads this, and sometimes i am putting my stuff out there for a black hole to just suck everything up unnoticed, but i need to get my thoughts out some where because somethings i can't tell anyone.

so i have started high school! one word, WOW! it is great and horable at the same time.

i really love the freedom they give you, but that gives me more room to slack of which is not so good! but i have met a lot of great people!

my sister goes to the same school i go to, which some people may think is horable but i love it because we get along great and she has great friends like Keira and Jenna and Jose ( i think i spelled that wrong!) and they are great!

i know almost everyone and have made a close bond with them. i really feel confortable at this school like i can be myself and you don't always get that in high school.

My best friend Amega goes to school with me too! she went to middle school with me and she is great! i can tell her anything and she won't judge me. i love it and i love her so much!!:) hi Amega!

all of the teachers are really nice and they are always on the students side it is wonderful and i am passing all of my classes!
i also Lettered in varsity vollyball as a freashman!!! on just skill alone! i remember being so sad that i didn't make it on the varsity vollyball team that i cried!! But the coach saw my skills and put me in a varsity game! i played on both JV and varsity and got two awards i loved it so much!

on the down side though i have one person who hates me. i don't know why eather, she is Amega's friend so i tried to be friends with her but i couldn't stand the girl but i kept it to myself of course. and still tried to be friends with her, i don't really know why at this point because she would talk about me behind my back and say rude things to me to my face a was really rude to my friends. but for some reason i was still tring to play nice. until about a month ago i blew up in her face and told her what i really thought about her and well it turned into world war 1! which was the last thing i wanted to happen, but i couldn't stop in from happening i already knew that. i learned who my true friends were which was good that i found out now because i had a bad feeling about them anyway so i was right. but more sad that i lost them in a way. but the truth is, is that i don't like drama and i will do a lot to avoid it, if you disrespect me that is ok if you talk about me behind my back i can get over it but if you try to hurt my friends i will punch your lights out so fast that will not even be able to say sorry or that you were having a "bad day"!

if you are having a bad day don't take it out on other people! it only hurts you in the end.

and after all of that one of my friends moved because her parents are selfish and only care about their self. it wat the tenth time she moved that year!!!

on a lighter note all is well with my family(kinda). my parents are fighting about petti problems and are taking their anger out on each other which makes a unstable house hold. but other than that they are getting along better than normal.(kinda). anyways! i can't wait for christmas! i love seeing my family and seeing there faces when they open up their presents. i can't wait to see my grandma and have dinner with them and make sure they are all doing all right!

have a great christmas! or whatever you have? sorry. um and enjoy yourself!