Saturday, May 1, 2010

FML

so many things have happened this past week!

ok lets start off with my sister. everyone at our school hates her well not everyone, but most, and i don’t even know why? she is a good person to other people that arn’t me. but long story short this guy matt (fuck you matt!!) well last year he tried to get in my sisters pants while he was with his girlfriend, then he cheated on his girlfriend with the girls best friend and she forgave him! anyways so they broke up and they are still friends (god knows why?) and he got mad at my sister because she woudn’t have sex with him and started talking shit about her! nobody knows why he started talking shit about her except for me and my sister because she is too nice to tell anyone! im not. and now his ex-girlfriend the one he cheated on is talking shit about my sister she doesn’t know why mat hates my sister ether. this would be so much easier if she just told people what happened between her and matt but like i said she is way to nice to do that. so everyone gives me shit for being her sister and matt used me to get back at my sister.

the next thing is the school me and my sister go to is becoming a focus school it will focus on art in two years i think. but we won’t have any in comming freshman which is really bad for the sports at my school because we don’t have a lot of students playing sports right now so if they don’t have incomming freshman then we are screwed and i will have to swich schools just to play sports! I will have to start all over again!

the next thing is my best friend from 6th grade that is going to high school with me well she is leaving next year to be home schooled becuase of this focus school thing and my other best friend is leaving because she is a senior. i am a freshman just to let you know.

the next thing is my parents keep fighting all the time. i never see my mom anymore because she is working all the time and she told me that the only reason she is staying with my dad is because of me. WOW thats not a lot of presure at all!

i had a mental break down friday at school i started crying and all that stuff. i have never cried in front of any of my friends, this was the first time i cried in a year thats how huge this was.

this shit is going to have to stop sometime right? i hope so!