this is my dog sophie

i thought this was going to be a good week because i was at my grandma's house and she asked me to house sit and then i was going to shadow my cuz at her school because i was thinking about going there and then i was going to miss school on tusday and spend the night monday and then when me and my sister were driving home we got a call and it was my parents saying that our dog was in the hospital she had gotten in a fight with two not one but two dogs and they made her bleed and she was getting surgery this morning and i love her so much and i want her to be okay so bad but she is in a not so good condition and i am just waiting for my dad to come home with her :(

some not so good!

i feel like a bird in a cage

alot has been happening to me latly so i am going to shorten it down a whole lot!

1. vollyball tournament and winning awesome yah so proud of myself!


2. hanging with vollyball friends for two day tournament


3. getting to ride in my moms white v.w. 60's bug


4. geting to met my cuz's boyfriend conner who is really funny and nice i give him a 10 hell'z ya


5. waking up in the morning to find that you should dead by now because you are in so much pain from the vollyball work out. 5 hours of vollyball for two days not a good idea for a sane person but then agian


6. then did i mention that i woke up on a monday worst day to be tired day


7. found out my crush has no interest in me what so ever and is dating a girl all ready and i told him that i like him a while ago also we are friends but i can't look at him in the eyes at all anymore


8. life suck's!!

so ya that was friday to monday some good some not so good but i keep going:)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

i was more than joyed to to spend it with my grandma and mom and sister and when we were talking i learned something, that you always have to take care of yourself and build your career first before you settle down and have kids and you know get married (if ever.)

Because my mom and my grandma's husbend's always said and still do say "you will never make it without me you could never take care of yourself without me and my money"

even though my grandma and mom work have and had jobs and are some tough cookies because my mom works three jobs and still does not make what my dad makes so he thinks "she would not make it without him."

so i learned that you always have to put your career first before you get a husbend and kids (if ever) and that you can't rely on any men you have to take care of yourself or you could be stuck in the same place forever. so stand on your own two feet not someone else's and don't ever take your mothers or grandmothers for granted.

So happy mother's day and treat them like a god!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=byzQ2damGJs

the most. you know what just watch form your self it is amazing!
:)

what do you believe in?

you will get asked this question once in your life i am sure of it. At first you might be able to just say this or this or them easy, but you might think about it one day 'what do i believe in?'

honesty is the policy.

karma.

that you diserve better.

that you have true honest friend.

that you will laugh this off soon.

true love.

what do you believe in? why? i am not just talking about religion (dont want to get into that)

i believe in hear and now.

i believe that you cant waste time dwelling on the past because you never know how much you have until it gone.

i believe that you should love someone to a point were you cant love them anymore because you already do so much.

I believe I am irreplaceable.

i believe in good people.

i believe in true love.

so what about you?

When you're in love, you know you are. You can't stop thinking about that special one. You always worry about him or her. Your friends and family say you'll get over it, but you never actually do. Yes, you're in love. Even though at time you think you're over it, you see something that reminds you of him or her and your heart falters. What do you do? Do you call her up? Tell her how you feel? Or ignore it? What if you're the one who receives the call? Are you happy or upset?