INVISIBLE MONSTERS

it's true you know we will change for the people we think we love. we will change so much that when we look in a mirror we try to find out who we are now our identity is always changing. Sadly we will never learn.

I was with you all the time then i wasn't but i still thought about you all the time, then less and less each day which was good, but i looked at it bad i thought i would forget you, when really that is what i needed most. to pretend you never happened and so i never thought about you again but lattly i have been thinking about you so much more and i don't know why? I just need to see you, hear your voice, i am addicted again because you were the one i let get away.

maybe i'll hide in aubergine dreams tomarrow ;)

i finished the book by the way "Invisiable Monsters" it is on my top 5 now

i have this one part i really like here it is

"tell the world what scares you most says Brandy. she gives us each an Aubergine Dreams eyebrow pencil and says save the world with some advice from the future.... while I watch my future trapped in the suicide net, Brandy reads another card from Seth. we are all self-composting. i write on another card from the future, and Brandy reads it. when we don't know who we hate we hate ourselfs. An updraft lifts my worst fears from the suiside net and sails them away. seth writes Brandy reads. you have to keep recycling yourself. i write Brandy reads. Nothing of me is oringinal. I am the combined effort of everybody i have ever known. I write Brandy reads. the person you love and the person who loves you are never the same person."

you all should read this book it makes you look at some things diffrently.