Wednesday, July 15, 2009

i can't deal anymore im sorry


i cried i was so disapointed this is why...


  1. Panic At The Disco broke up(i can deal with that)

  2. ryan ross cheated on Keltie Colleen(bastered she is soooo nice but can still deal)

  3. some people said that they might do drugs(might not be true can STILL deal)

  4. ryan ross drinking ALOT(can STILL STILL deal not that bad)

  5. the picture above on the table there is coke! COKE!!!! I AM PISSED OFF I WANT TO THROW HIM OUT A WINDOW AND MORE!!!!

i liked it better when they were not doing drugs. I mean they helped me through so much i loved them so much and i know a lot of girls say that but when my parents were about to get a devorse i was so deppressed and tired of them yelling there faces off and waking up to it on a sunday or saturday morning and i could not take it anymore i was about ready to run away, or worse. Then i found this music i heard that i understood and loved and could relate to and i fell in love with that band. my life was unstable and the one thing that was not unstable about my life was this band and i could hear it and just fade away into it i could just get lost in it really i could. and i was happy for once in a long time even though i would not admit to it but i truly was. happy.


then some stuff happened and i was not so happy anymore. Like the Keltie Colleen thing and it was and still is none of my buissness i know that they can keep that private, but then they broke up the band broke up. my happiness broke up how was that possible i thought to myself why would they break up something has to be going on? i was searching the internet one day and i was not even looking for it but it found it's way anyway. the picture, the picture, the picture. of the coke of the other stuff (i am sure you have eyes.) That was the most disapointing part of all. the people who helped me in my time of need, needed help?


but the worst part is some how sadly i knew this was going to happen but i still loved you well not anymore. my love is now gone, you have wasted it. And now your all alone.

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