i wish i couldn't care

I am so confused and i know that won't change. You really can't keep anyone happy is what i just learned, and i really hate it. I want to make everyone happy and i want everyone to be together but it's eather drugs or cheating or breaking up or making up, thats what's wrong and some times i feel like i am in a dead end world with a life that is just history repeating it's self and i hate it! I really do think that they should get back together but i know things won't change they sadly never do, but i know someone won't be happy and it kills me, he will keep doing drugs and playing the good guy card like the best liar that i know. You make my stomach acid turn but it's not fair and im sorry i will suport you but keep in mind until then it's not fair to me. i know you will make it you have always been a fighter not a lover and i will always love you that's what makes it so hard to let some of you go, that's what makes it so hard to see you like this, that's what makes it so hard to accept what you do, and have done but i will forgive and forget for you because it really is not fair. "Offering to help another person out of a bind is certainly admirable, but he or she could expect too much from you, and over-committing can leave you exhausted at the end of the day. You can still show your compassion; just remember that you cannot save anyone else unless you also save something for yourself." It is true you know you can't save anyone else but yourself and i really have a hard time seeing that, and now i am exhausted and it is all me fault.