HELP!!!

The question that has crossed my mind everyday from when i first started middle school to now as a freshman in high school is “who am i”??? this question has bothered me so much and i am still confused as to who i am. But some days when i think i have the question answered, i see something or hear something and it changes and i get confused again. this has to stop some day right? Because it is torturing me not to know or thinking that i know and having it changed last second.

It is torturing me to stay in one place! i want to travel the world and see everything i could ever see, hear everything i could ever hear! but i have to stay here and finish high school and go to college and the pressure is driving me mad! i want to do everything i could do in my life and i feel like the people i love are holding me back in away that i can’t esacpe from. Which very much makes me mad, sad and frustrated! all at the same time.

i want to find out who i am and i think going every where seeing everything would help me once and for all decide who i am. I see all of these wonderful people doing great things and i want to goin them i just don’t know how? i want to do something amazing for everyone change the world do something i am good at and enjoy doing i just don’t know what! i need help someone! Anyone!