swan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cP0zZ9LbDFs

check this out it is really amazing:)

my ugly man

i hope one day that i fall in love with a really ugly man because it seems to me that the pretty one's are all liars i really don't get it? . . .true love doesn't exist. Romeo and Juliet are crackheads, believe me. once fame called his name he forgot mine.

i'm in love with a lair and good one at that.

that is why i want a coin operated boy

http://video.google.com/videosearch?hl=en&q=coin%20operated%20boy%20video&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iv#

watch the first video i love this song

it's funny

It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye.
It's funny how good memories can make you cry.
It's funny how forever never seems to really last.
It's funny how how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
It's funny how "friends" can just leave you when your down.
It's funny how when you need someone they're never around.
It's funny how people change and think they're so much better.
It's funny how many lies can be packed into one "love letter."
It's funny how night can contain so much regret.
It's funny how ironic life turns out to be.
But the funniest part of all, is that none of that is funny to me.

STOP!!

had to throw this in their;)

i have been thinking a lot lattly about him and how this and this and this could have happened but screw it all fuck them wankers i really don't have the mental capacity to deal right now so if your thinking about that special someone that won't give you the time of day then stop and toss him to the curb or make a move or you are just making yourself feel bad and lonely and miserable so just stop! if he is worth it he will show you in more ways than one and if he has a girlfriend, stop! let them be. come on! girls can be so stupid i should know i am a girl and i see it all the time so why? and if you find yourself having to convince yourself that he is a good guy or he didn't mean it then stop! because you are wasting your time if we have learned anthing about anything we learn that history repeats itself. and some maybe thinking that i will never get over him oh my god but you will i should also know because i have done it many times you can do it! i know you can!

and if you have someone that treats you great hold on to them with your life, because they are the people that make love worth falling for:)

LOVE IS......

what does this mean to you?
to me it means everything, nothing, pain and just a word. to you?
this is what my friend said about it.

"You love him? till when? the harsh truth is till you know him, and I mean really know him, you cant know if what your feeling is love or just infatuation. a month or two a go you LOVED becca and now you HATE her. I know your feeling something and I'm not denying that it feels like love, I'm just saying give it some time before you give your feelings a name. you could be feeling love or infatuation or even hate...don’t get your self in deep before understanding what your feeling...just give it some time

this is the shit that'll make me famous{close enough}"
-my friend Amega
(ILY)

INVISIBLE MONSTERS

it's true you know we will change for the people we think we love. we will change so much that when we look in a mirror we try to find out who we are now our identity is always changing. Sadly we will never learn.

I was with you all the time then i wasn't but i still thought about you all the time, then less and less each day which was good, but i looked at it bad i thought i would forget you, when really that is what i needed most. to pretend you never happened and so i never thought about you again but lattly i have been thinking about you so much more and i don't know why? I just need to see you, hear your voice, i am addicted again because you were the one i let get away.

maybe i'll hide in aubergine dreams tomarrow ;)

i finished the book by the way "Invisiable Monsters" it is on my top 5 now

i have this one part i really like here it is

"tell the world what scares you most says Brandy. she gives us each an Aubergine Dreams eyebrow pencil and says save the world with some advice from the future.... while I watch my future trapped in the suicide net, Brandy reads another card from Seth. we are all self-composting. i write on another card from the future, and Brandy reads it. when we don't know who we hate we hate ourselfs. An updraft lifts my worst fears from the suiside net and sails them away. seth writes Brandy reads. you have to keep recycling yourself. i write Brandy reads. Nothing of me is oringinal. I am the combined effort of everybody i have ever known. I write Brandy reads. the person you love and the person who loves you are never the same person."

you all should read this book it makes you look at some things diffrently.

i wish i could do more

so my dog is now ok she i just laying around she

is like her old self now happy

and hyper so good.

but something that is not so good is people lattly.

they lie alot more for some reason i don't know why? like um for and example to your face to "protect" you how does that make scence? it doesn't thats how. this boy for example broke this sweet sweet girls heart i mean she is very nice she does everything for everyone else and he cheated on her he told her he loved her and then cheated she is not around alot she travels but you don't cheat because of that!!!! he lied to her face and had other girls in THEIR bed lied to her face broke her to shreds and wants no EXCEPTS to be forgiven. ha. ha. ha. right like that is going to happen agian see she did forgive him the first time but no not a second time. it like the saying "fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me!"

just can't understand how u can live with yourself when u hurt someone so bad when u lie and cheat to there face and tell them that ur not i....i...just don't get it. how can you do that? to a human being? and one you love or in his case "love"

i don't get you Mr."Author" i really don't